Suicide Bomber Field Trip

Suicide Bomber Field Trip

Lonesome and down,Depressed as ever
Knowing only one thing....I exist alone
No one around...Never knowing you were here for me
I thought you died....How odd

Where did you go ...Gone for the longest time
They told me you were a killer
A subhuman disgrace
How odd you come back now....I thought a shot to the head was deadly

You were taken away in a mad rush
And you were bleeding so bad
I could never be like you...I'm not that tough
Not since i survived

You can leave this up to me..I will make you proud
And i will make it through
Please tell me you are not an illusion,,,A memory
Oh....wait illusions don't bleed

Why were you gone...You didn't do that??
Please tell me its a lie
In a shower of shrapnel you were gone
Is mortality real??....Or we all smoke??

Its been months....But it feels like years
Alone i waited and need confirmation
Were you dead...Or are you alive?
You took me for a fool.....I KNEW YOU WOULD LEAVE

Here i stand on that old hill
Suffocating and Breathing in sulfur smoke
Resping and chilled to the bone...Asphyxia setting in
Chunks of skin and bone shards....Exploding through the air

All this blood and gore
But we made it through
How ????,,,,,i will never know..how odd
I'm cold now and its getting dark

Evolution of this mass killing
The time will come for me to return to your plain
In my space....In my time you will come to me
And you will welcome me home

Who shot the final shot...The shot that took you away?
We all heard you died ...But here you stand before me
What is that noise...So loud...Then .............................
Silence so loud....I feel so odd

It happened on your birthday....All there pictures
Flooding into me
I will take what is mine...And make them pay
Just setting there and hearing the boom...And the bones fly

Thundering fire.....Blinding light
The flash....PrecuLonesome and down,Deppressed as ever
Knowing only one thing....I exist alone
No one around...Never knowing you were here for me
I thought you died....How odd

Where did you go ...Gone for the longest time
They told me you were a killer
A subhuman disgrace
How odd you come back now....I thought a shot to the head was deadly

You were taken away in a mad rush
And you were bleeding so bad
I could never be like you...I'm not that tough
Not since i survived

You can leave this up to me..I will make you proud
And i will make it through
Please tell me you are not an illusion,,,A memory
Oh....wait illusions don't bleed

Why were you gone...You didn't do that??
Please tell me its a lie
In a shower of shrapnel you were gone
Is mortality real??....Or we all smoke??

Its been months....But it feels like years
Alone i waited and need confirmation
Were you dead...Or are you alive?
You took me for a fool.....I KNEW YOU WOULD LEAVE

Here i stand on that old hill
Suffocating and Breathing in sulfur smoke
Resping and chilled to the bone...Asphyxia setting in
Chunks of skin and bone shards....Exploding through the air

All this blood and gore
But we made it through
How ????,,,,,i will never know..how odd
I'm cold now and it's getting dark

Evolution of this mass killing
The time will come for me to return to your plain
In my space....In my time you will come to me
And you will welcome me home

Who shot the final shot...The shot that took you away?
We all heard you died ...But here you stand before me
What is that noise...So loud...Then .............................
Silence so loud....I feel so odd

It happened on your birthday....All there pictures
Flooding into me
I will take what is mine...And make them pay
Just setting there and hearing the boom...And the bones fly

Thundering fire.....Blinding light
The flash....Percussion..Shredding and scorching
The air knocked out....Can't Breathe........NnnooOO!!!!!!
Is this the end of it all....Will i ever find you again??

Pick up the pieces...and arrange them
Connect the bones and the joints
Sew the skin.....Transfusion...
Make me whole....Let me breathe...